JanMania

Poems and Thoughts

    Those are some thoughts i wrote down, some people asked me if i wrote them so yes…
    there was a time when i had alot of emotions and thoughts inside me.. so some of the poems or thougths here are about me and what i felt then the others are just ME!

Day Dreams

Eyes of The Seeker

Haughtiness

Nostalgia

Same Dream, Other Time

Secret Within

So Tempting

So tempting Part II

The Departure

Tortured Key…

You Dare?

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  • Raging Soul // September 13, 2006 at 9:03 am | Reply

    I just needed a private place to decompress. To just let out everything I feel from within.

    I want nothing more than to be with u. Which is why I accepted to be your girlfriend. I want nothing more than to be your best friend, but how can I be that…. when you already have one? I just cant help but feel anger, for the girl best friend that you have. I got into this relationship, not really knowing everything. And thinking back now, you werent quite honest with me and that makes me really angry!!! If I knew then, what I know now……I probably wouldn’t have commited, just to spare my feelings. It makes me wonder…..where do I fit in, in all of this??? After knowing what I know…..how can I agree to these terms??? How can I stand by and accept these terms knowing she has feelings for u, and knowing that u had feelings for her….or still do have feelings for her????? What am I to do with all of this??? How am I sapposed to feel, when u go and spend time with her cause she’s ur best friend? And yes I trust u, but thats not in question. I know she doesnt want to be in my presence, but can I really blame her??? If she has feelings for you, she must not stand the sight of us being together. If she didn’t have feelings for u, then maybe things would be different. But what I really need to know is…..what exactly do u feel for her? Should I walk away? I don’t know what to do!! When we first met……I looked into ur eyes and it was over. All I wanted to do was dance and have a good time. But being in your arms was the best thing I’ve ever felt in my life. I can try to explain it, but no words exist to explain exactly what I felt. I was aftraid to look into your eyes, for the simple fact ….2 see in them what I was feeling in my heart. But when I looked into ur eyes……I saw myself. From that point on, I couldnt stop asking myself…..Is there such thing as Love at 1st site???? It was at that point when I read the book u gave me, that I got my answer. I knew that nite we met….. I fell in Love with you. What else can explain…..why your the 1st thing on my mind when I get out of bed, why I can’t seem to fall asleep at night , why your the last thing on my mind when I go to sleep, why I wait hours for just 1 text from u, why it seems like Friday is soo far way, why towards the end of the week seems soo dificult to deal with missing u soo much, and why I can’t seem to catch my breath????? So I kept asking myself…..what does all this mean???? And there was only 1 logical explaination……I’ve Fallen In Love With YOU!!! What more is there to say??? If only I could find the currage to tell u……I’ve Fallen In Love With You! So it all comes down to…….what am I to do, now that it’s comfirmed…..I Love You

  • janoz // September 13, 2006 at 9:45 am | Reply

    Well, i really dont know what to say.. i really felt like being with you in this and all your thoughts.. dont let the fear of whatever keeps you away from the one you love, and if he doesnt love you back then move over him and believe me, love isnt static for a person, if you opened your heart you’l know what im talking about,, ive been in love more than once and they felt so true.. i dont know now what love is.. but im sure its like a river that never goes dry..
    i just wanna tell you that i know how you feel and wish it would help but i know it wont..

  • salman // October 1, 2007 at 6:36 pm | Reply

    am really very happy to here that comment .. am single ..a from ghana . am 18 years of age i need a lover how can care about me

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